1. |
allihaveforgiving
05:03
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Another past day
Another mistake
I cant seem to hide
Another regret
Another misstep
Oh i cant seem to try
Get away
Out of space
My own head
My deathbed
Take my hand dont
Understand the meaning
Take my life not
Finding pride in living
Give my mind its
All i have for giving
Not enough but
What i got forgive me
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2. |
flyinthewallet
05:01
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Whats in store
Cant afford
Anything
Shame in me
On the shelf
Means to own myself
Cry
Did not think to ask
Any more of you
Burden of a task
Say its fine hope thats true
Blind
Whats outside like
Mind
Me asking worlds of you
Always wonder why
Am i stopping you
From feeling fine
You wouldnt lie i know thats true
Blind
Whats outside like
Mind
Me asking worlds of you
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3. |
lookslikedisappearing
03:41
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Cant help but thinking
You dont get me
Heart is sinking
You dont see me
Lost inside yourself again
By the wayside goes my friend
Length of time
Should not decide
Our mingling
Still stinging
Lack perspective
No correction but from me
Your direction
Looking aimless to me
Know you hide
When its time
Meant for you
To work through
Introspection
Leads to nothing seems to me
Your correction
Looks like disappearing
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4. |
warmbatheyes
05:20
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Everything
Crumbling down
Through the void i scream
You answer every time
Eyes not glistening
You smile back every time
Sheer anxiety
You hold me every time
Anguish notwithstanding
You save me from my mind
The darkness creeps around me
All day long
Vestibule opens widely
Now youre not gone
You put your arms around me
All night long
Blue of your eyes look at me
til i dont feel
The cave in which i hide
Feels so wrong
The place i take my mind
Is no fun
You put your arms around me
All night long
Blue of your eyes look at me
til i dont feel
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5. |
skincavingin
04:16
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Bag of flesh with hair and bone
Eyes are dead and made of stone
Body screams when im alone
Just wish to see the me in me
Cant leave when im in this state
Cant breathe when light breaks
Cant believe this is not my fate
Cant feel at home in this place
Skin is closing in on me
Nails are forever scratching
Endless hopeless
I wish to be free of
Wont leave when im in this state
Wont breathe when light breaks
Wont believe this is not my fate
Wont feel at home in this place
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6. |
evesapple
05:42
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Cut my neck again it
Looks like im a dumbass bitch
Apple bleeding thick i
Know its just a knick but feels so fucking big
On the nose
Just waiting for
Someone to score
Knockout punch
I deserve it
Look like the ditch i
Belong in
My efforts now
Are like a clown
Modeling
No self respect
No self reflection
Mirror cold
Quick to scold
Wash my face
Wish itd erase
My reflection
No connection
To this form
Cut the cord please
Feels so wrong
Exposing me
To other
people
The blinds are drawn
To hide the maw
Im casting
Off of my face
Into your space
No self respect
No self reflection
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7. |
uselessandflaccid
03:39
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Massive girl dick
Useless and flaccid
Making me feel sick
Wish i could own it
Or just forget it
Wake up on a good day
There it is on display
Stares me down with lone eye
Whats the point why even try
Reminder of what remains
so much pain
Wake up on a bad day
Under blankets i stay
Feeling itchy go to scratch
Fingertips it starts to catch
Reminder of what remains
So much pain
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8. |
intheclam
03:50
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In the clam
Is my fam
Waiting for me
Dont know how i got this lucky
Talk with me
Understanding
Everything
I might have going on helps
Me feel like i belong somewhere
Brain hurts so bad
Youll just listen
Wont get mad
When im honest
Patiently
Hear my thoughts
Appreciate
All your comfort
So unending
All this mental strife
Tell myself
I should just get a life
But this place
Makes me feel like
I have a
meaning in life
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9. |
doyoureallythink
06:06
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Echoes
It all feels the same
Heart pangs
Digs fangs
Distance
Doesnt mean a thing
Worthless
Misery
Snowing
Static
White noise
Panic
Do you think you know
What this is
Do you think it shows
How hard it is
Please just tell me why
I feel this way
Please just tell me i
Am not insane
Trauma
A foreign word to me
Too much
Undeserving
Pathetic
A word well known to me
More apt
Self trapped
Moaning
Groaning
Whining
Crying
Do you really think im not
Overreacting
Do you really think im not
Overstating
Please just tell me why
I feel this way
Please just tell me i
Am not insane
Imposter
Monster
Imposter
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10. |
theweightofacigarette
06:23
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Weight of smoke
Pulls so heavily
Hate of both
Brain and body
Fear so
Unbecoming
Wretched
Yearning
Pull aside
The curtains
Put them back
Im certain
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