i sampled myself so that when i die i know there was some utility to my efforts, by girl_that__is___tired

i sampled myself so that when i die i know there was some utility to my efforts

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1.	probably the cutest song on the album; very friendly start. 04:02	buy track
2.	a faux-footwork track so you know im edgy still (not too cute). 03:00	buy track
3.	i want this track to feel like a wood cabin that's on a cloud. 04:00	buy track
4.	i once attempted something similar to this in max and it was unsuccessful. ive never gotten that patch to work right again. 03:27	buy track
5.	the only reason i have mellotron flute recorded is because of thom. 02:32	buy track
6.	chandler asked me to show him some stuff and this is the song that happened. 04:06	buy track
7.	i would be a huge liar if i said i didn't adore the books. i could've said that anytime, but the time is now. 04:22	buy track
8.	while circumstantially sampled from a math rock song, this reminds me of being a teen and getting very fascinated with guitar music (is a dance song). 03:35	buy track
9.	usually it's more obvious how sad i am in the music i make but i guess it took until now to do that this time. 04:11	buy track
10.	dirt buyer is a sick band, the sample is a remix i did for them (thanks joe). 03:22	buy track
11.	so yeah i love opn obv but that was not my intention with this song. when the spooky bell thing comes in you'll get it (wait for ittttt). 03:13	buy track
12.	i really hate both the 80s and vaporwave but this came out of me so i should probably just quit now. 03:21	buy track
13.	probably more interesting than the thing i sampled it from, god i just wanna be convincingly pissed. 03:12	buy track
14.	this song reminds me of watching the moog documentary when i was a kid and getting really excited (stereolab was in it and i just got to see them). 02:51	buy track
15.	this song was hard to make work but i think i did good, even though it is mostly just a lowfihiphopbeattm. 03:00	buy track
16.	overall i usually feel totally alienated and lost but there's this super obnoxious glimmer of hope that i just can't shake. 03:36	buy track
17.	thank you kevin for the four track while i didn't have a computer (i still have it). 03:14	buy track
18.	the feeling when something bigger than you is happening that you are a part of, but don't feel like you are giving enough of yourself to. 03:49	buy track
19.	not gonna lie, this song makes me feel so dang cozy. 02:56	buy track
20.	it feels like a fitting way to end the album, kind of sad but frantic. i guess that's what life has been recently. 03:23	buy track

about

a few weeks ago while myself and a dear friend were dealing with a very stressful situation, i complained about not being able to interface with ableton in certain ways that ive always wanted to. turns out it was a problem with a very straightforward solution and with this new information i made this album.

i spend a lot of my free time that isn't being a total husk making music, and at this point i have way too many projects going at the same time. already feeling guilty about spending my free time this way, having so much unreleased/unfinished material feeds that guilt in a very hyper-specific soul crushing way that exacerbates feelings of being 100% useless. in an effort to cope with this, most of the main body for each of these tracks has been taken from a recording/individual track of all my own music.

i dont really feel any better but im pretty proud of the way this turned out
hope you like it
thanks <3

credits

released December 1, 2019

i did the stuff

if you use ableton get this: www.roberthenke.com/technology/lfo.html
every song utilizes it heavily

thanks as always to the friends who listen to this stuff while im makin it

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always louder forever Providence, Rhode Island

a repository for the many projects i (alice jackson) do that dont have an existence outside of me making them.

attention currency-acoustic mathies

girl_that__is___tired- sample based electronics

clown school- noisy math rock

h311a- max fux bloops

MGD- noisy shoegaze

eternaleyebags-some beats

dustcollector-ambient ... more

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